So what do you do when you've booked a bitch? According to one of the other musicians, she really wanted on the bill. So after checking out her music profile, I obliged. Tonight they both picked me up and took me to see them play, and she was alternately neutral, passive-aggressive and verbally abusive. So maybe she was stressed? I mean she DID hold us all up on the way out arguing with her bf on the phone, which is never any fun for anyone. Maybe I was just a scapegoat and it was nothing personal? I responded to each rude comment with (apparently) nonchalant silence. My friend defended me. :) It was so bad I asked her to please let me out of the car to walk home, giving her gas money (and then some) first, and using my stomach cramps as an excuse to stand up.
So what do I do now? The gig means a lot to her...but what if it happens again? Will I be able to bite my tongue next time?.

One of my cats did something like this to a Government Agent that came to visit my house once. Then my cat ate his pen.

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I just posted a list of things I have in mind for my future to my LJ, and this place is pretty dead so I figure it'd make a half-decent thread here too.

Here's mine:
- Learn to weld, and make those neat statue things out of random metal junk
- Learn archery, and decorate a cool bow and quiver set
- Live on a ship, decorated as an aquatic pirate-punk fortress.
- Learn magic and disintegrate a cop car. This one might have to wait...
- Participate in creating an outdoor goth/industrial festival designed more along the lines of electronic music festivals - so more focus on decorations and ongoing DJ'ed music at dance floors, less with the overcrowded bands packed impractically across indoor stages that you never really want to see more than one in a row of. I'd want to design the industrial floor in a kind of post-apocalyptic built-from-the-rubble style.
- Learn to reliably place Micro Dermal Anchor piercings and execute the layouts Izta and I have been working out for ourselves
- Declare independence as an autonomous community/territory with a reasonably sized squatted area somewhere
- Learn to poi-dance, then use fire pois on spiked chains. Preferably without hitting myself and setting my hair on fire.
- Learn to play the violin
- Finalize and execute my plans for my new hairstyle

What are you up to, working towards or otherwise aiming for? Do you expect to achieve it? What's holding you back, or what's your key to success?

Because I am. Are you?

of things to come. i did a photo shoot saturday and here's the first postable pics.






more soon!

~K

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Blueblood is absolutely one of my favorite sites to be on but I was just curious about every one else and if there are any other really cool sites that i like or recommend. I know it depends on your personal interests.
I was just curious what other people like. :)

hey everyone ive always been the darkhorse just lookin for people with somthin in common

I could really use some help right now. Someone has stolen a bunch of my photos and is pretending to be me on fetlife.com. I messaged them about it and their response was they admitted I was who I said I was but didn't care and were still going to let this other person pretend to be me. So if you are on fetlife.com can you please post a comment somewhere on this person's profile saying they are a fake and using stolen photos: http://fetlife.com/users/272709

I am hoping that maybe with enough harassment they will be removed. I wouldn't even be so upset except for the fact that they are saying I'm 35, WTF, do I really look that old?

Hi i'm Rampage.
I came across this site and fell in love with it. Dramaless, open minded people is what i've been looking for! Its hard to find in that in the day to day world. I'd love to meet the fun and unique people on this site.

Music is a major part of my life and I listen to just about anything. I'm a bit of a music groupie and am fascinated with the creation of it and those who create it. I play a couple of instruments too my main one being Viola. I love reading, painting, ceramics, and taking random pictures of the world around me. Ok hope my little intro wasn't too long.

Just do it gently.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JCuBEqytt4U

thanks to lady.alias for the link.

I'm sure all of you know about he shootings Thursday. Well, because of my car being stolen last Saturday, my orders were canceled and I'm still at Hood. Oddly enough, I was at the building of the shootings 30 minutes before they happened and had only left the post to run errands all of 10 minutes before it happened. This place was a mess yesterday, I was stuck off post waiting to get back on with a few dozen other people at the visitor's center just outside the main gate (where all the media people were).

I still can't believe this shit happened. Luckily no one knew was there. I'm also glad to see that a nearby level 1 trauma center hospital and a Red Cross center had to actually turn people away because they couldn't handle the number of people coming to donate blood. My friend at the hospital said he blood donation area was still packed through the day today. Obviously, since I never stop getting tattoos fo more than a month or so, I'm disqualified from donating, which sucks since I'm a universal donor.

I don't know though, it seems to me like this was just some jerk off pissed off because he was being deployed at the end of the month. He's a shrink! It's not like he'd be on the front line or anything. There's a lot to this guy that contradicts everything else about him, but because the army wouldn't let him out of his contract, which he knew could mean going to Iraq or Afghanistan when he signed up, he goes and kills 12 soldiers and a civilian police officer contracted to work on post. Add 30 some more soldiers wounded. Just because he's Muslim and opposes the war. I personally know a few Muslims that I was in Iraq with, and most people in the military do oppose the war, but you know what, we still go because we signed on 20-odd dotted lines and took an oath.

I found some of these online, and I added in a couple to hide the really stupid ones...

Enjoy.........

1. I'm so goth, I got a tattoo of celtic knotwork starting at the top of my head, winding all the way down my body, and trailing five feet behind me on the floor.

2. I'm so goth I AM a tattoo.

3. I'm so goth my name is "Tattoo" and I was on Fantasy Island.

4. I'm so goth, in preschool, the only crayon I used was black.

5. I 'm so goth I use black cotton balls.

6. I'm so goth I dyed my shadow black.

7. I'm so goth I dyed my belly button black.

8. I'm so goth my pupils are black.

9. I'm so goth my black is blacker than your black. I call it "black black."

10. I'm so goth, whenever I walk into a room, all the lights go out.

11. I'm so goth the people in the grocery store have refused to sell me any cereal other than Count Chocula.

12. I'm so goth people ask me to AUTOGRAPH boxes of Count Chocula.

13. I'm so goth people touch me and they BECOME goth. They say, "Oh no, now I'm goth!"

14. I'm so goth I wear sunglasses when I open the refrigerator.

15. I'm so goth I don't paint my nails black--I bash them with a hammer.

16. I'm so goth I died and didn't notice.

17. I'm so goth, whenever I knock on somebody's door they give me candy.

18. I'm so goth I write everything on black paper with a black pen in the dark and can never read what the hell I've written!

19. I'm so goth, I'm not only "goth," but also "gothe" "goff" "gawth" "gauwth" "gothic" "gothik" "gothique" and "gawfickk" and soon I hope to be "gauewthickueu."

20. I'm so goth I make Richard Simmons sad.

21. I'm so goth I steal your Happy Meal.

22. I'm so goth I offered to sell my soul to the devil and he wouldn't take it!

23. I'm so goth, when I stop pouting, people ask, "What are YOU so happy about?"

24. I'm so goth, when I go outside, the sun sets.

25. I'm so goth the smile muscles in my face have atrophied.

26. I'm so goth the smile muscles in my face never GREW. What's a smile?

27. I'm so goth, when I was born, the doctor asked me, "What's with the shades?"

28. I'm so goth I say things like "eternally yours in darkness" and "love and darkness" and "may the eternal darkness of the abyss enrapture and enshroud you in its infernal sickly sweet embrace."

29. I'm so goth I'm a mime.

30. I'm so goth I don't use fabric softener, because I like pain.

31. I'm so goth I'm shocked by heterosexuality.

32. I'm so goth I set off airport metal detectors from ten feet away with all my jewelry.

33. I'm so goth I'm the only REAL goth.

34. I'm so goth I have rigor mortis whenever I'm with my girlfriend.

35. I'm so goth I smoke cloves in the shower.

36. I'm so goth I killed myself . . . twice.

37. I'm so goth a little rain cloud follows me wherever I go and rains on me.

38. I'm so goth I AM the rain cloud.

39. I'm so goth I'm more goth than anyone else.

40. I'm so goth my diapers were pvc.

41. I'm so goth I got my medulla oblongata pierced.

42. I'm so goth I got my mom pierced.

43. I'm so goth I pierced all my tattoos.

44. I'm so goth it takes me an hour and a half to get dressed.

45. I'm so goth it takes me longer to get UNdressed.

46. I'm so goth I'm dead.

47. I'm so goth I think electrical tape is a fashion accessory.

48. I'm so goth I carry black food dye around in case I have to eat anything that's not black.

49. I'm so goth I look like Michael Jackson.

50. I'm so goth, in preschool, all my drawings were titled, "DEATH."

51. I'm so goth, in high school, all my papers were titled, "DEATH."

52. I'm so goth my mom is a ninja.

53. I'm so goth all ninjas are my mom.

54. I'm so goth, as soon as I was born I put eyeliner on. And I put on too much.

55. I'm so goth I slather on spf 45 before I open the refrigerator.

56. I'm so goth I think Jesus might have been a vampire.

57. I'm so goth I wore corsets in preschool.

58. I'm so goth I wonder if my dog's collar would look better on me.

59. I'm so goth I KNOW my dog's collar looks better on me.

60. I'm so goth I stole my dog's collar.

61. I'm so goth, when I was born, I asked for a light for my clove.

62. I'm so goth I ate a Happy Meal . . . because I like to live dangerous.

63. I'm so goth little kids are mesmerized by my appearance.

64. I'm so goth parents leg their kids when they see them mesmerized by my appearance.

65. I'me soe gothe ie thinke puttinge e'se one thee endse ofe mye wordse ise medaevale ande deepe.

66. I'm so goth I've been banned.

67. I'm so goth nobody understands me, especially when I say, "the boom boom like shockalocka!!! flibbaflobba!!!"

68. I'm so goth I don't take my medications, so I can be more goth.

69. I'm so goth, when I was born the doctor slapped me and I didn't cry.

70. I'm so goth I make flowers wilt.

71. I'm so goth I like them better that way.

72. I'm so goth I punched a care bear.

73. I'm so goth I think saying "oh my goth" is cute.

74. I'm so goth, when I smile people ask me what's wrong.

75. I'm so goth little old ladies in walkers cross the street to insult me.

76. I'm so goth I keep getting hit on by necrophiliacs!

77. I'm so goth I rooted for Gargamel.

78. I'm so goth I practice my blank stare in the mirror.

79. I'm so goth I tried to be a hippie once and hugged a tree--and it died.

80. I'm so goth that when I moved into Mr. Roger's neighborhood, he moved away!

81. I'm so goth I pierced both my nipples--does that shock you?--then I went to the genetic engineering lab and had my genetic structure altered to grow another nipple, then I had THAT one pierced.

82. I'm so goth I have carpal tunnel syndrome from constantly putting the back of my hand to my forehead.

83. I'm so goth that whenever I walk into a room, you hear "Toccata and fugue in D minor."

84. I'm so goth I listen to The Sisters of Mercy and Bauhaus simultaneously at midnight in a graveyard sitting in a pentagram surrounded by candles & and oh, there's a full moon & and then I die. And then I come back to life. And then I die again & tragically.

85. I'm so goth I have actually seriously uttered the phrase, "the darkest dark of the dark darkness."

86. I'm so goth I tried to use Cheer . . . it cried.

87. I'm so goth, when I'm sleeping people come and check my pulse.

88. I'm so goth I don't have a pulse.

89. I'm so goth I know what pvc stands for.

90. I'm so goth the people at the suicide hotline have asked me to stop calling.

91. I'm so goth I wear pvc pajamas.

92. I'm so goth I'm catholic.

93. I'm so goth nuns and priests resent me because I look cooler in black than them.

94. I'm so goth I changed my name to Mystryss Darque Wintyr Nyght Rayn Ravyn.

95. I'm so goth I don't have a name. I'm just "goth."

96. I'm so goth all I do is sit around and talk about how goth I am.

97. I'm so goth I always use the word "goth" instead of "got."

98. I'm so goth every sentence I say has the word "goth" in it.

And finally...

99. I'm so goth I'm the only person who understands what goth REALLY is, and I'm not telling you!

I'd like to know what in gods good name in doing up so early. If I can't go back to sleep I'm making soup..... Zucchini bisque. I have all the right stuff for it, lol. Work sucked ass last night, thanks to the world series; at least its over now....... I only did 9 dances last night which is lame...............

good morning to whoever else is awake............ :|