holidays blow

right. so i'm supposed to go to my grandparents' for thanksgiving. it'll be the first time i've seen my little brother since my mom passed. the last time i stayed at my mom's was last thanksgiving, so i'm a bit... off.
i just got back from doing electrical work in tahoe, helping my roommate for sex. and i've only been home two days and now i find out i have to leave for my grandparents' tomorrow. which blows.
no internets. D:
emotionally traumatic.
i wanna stay home, but i gotta go, for the sake of my family. especially my brother. we need each other.... someday we'll be all we have....
i mean it might be nice to just sit around and let my grandma take care of me. play with the kid. do my damn laundry in an actual washing machine with actual laundry detergent instead of in the bathtub with shampoo/dish soap.
but home is so much more comfy.
it's a good thing. i'll keep telling myself that, and hope i don't start randomly weeping over my mom.
*don't forget the ativan* :chill:

:food-smil

That in fact sounds like it has a lot of potential to be a drag. Just try not to get too wrapped up in anybody's drama. Visit, remain pleasant, don't get dragged down any paths of unnecessary stress, and keep in mind you have that comfy place waiting for you when you get through the hard parts.

thanks.
i forgot the part about my sick kitty being home without me.
not that i'll be sad to escape having to clean up her blood, shit, and piss every few hours but.... a sick kitty is a sick kitty.
(we think she has this )

I would cancel in order to take care of my cat if it was ill.

she'll be ok, i've got a roommate who LOVES cats. she takes good care of her. it's the cleaning that falls to me -_-

that sucks. I've having a shitty one too. I tried to get the weekend off work so I could visit my friend in California. It turns out the person I was supposed to go with is leaving tomorrow (which is not the weekend) when I still have to work. So now I am going to have the weekend off with nothing to do and be bored at home when I could have been making money that I need to pay my rent.

D: that blows. i know what you mean. my tyler usually works holidays for the extra pay and to avoid his family. at least i don't have to deal with them anymore because they're in virginia. ha.
oh well. i'm getting myself worked up.
i'll see you all in a few days....
damn grandparents have only dial-up inarwebz and i am not dealing with that.:newburn:

Dial-up?

You poor poor girl...

Let daddy buy you highspeed. *hug*

I would never leave my cat if she was sick. she's like my kid. she depends on me for food, shelter, and love.

I hate the idea that we "have" to visit on holidays, it's such a poor excuse to get together with family. Lucky I got out of it (I usually bail anyhow and say I am tired and they get used to it) this Thanksgiving most of the people wanting to eat together, got the flu. So it was called off- until sometime before Christmas...yeah. I work when ever I want, so I will be sure to work that day.

I think visiting family and eating together should be something people do when they want to and not when a certain day on the calendar tells them they "should"...

Anyhow I am bored now cause all the stores are closed. Damn them.

I would also never leave my pet no matter who was taken care of them, I got 10 cats and 4 dogs, no one knows them better than me...and I just don't trust anyone.

you guys make me sound like i'm bad to my kitty D:
she's in good hands and it's an ongoing affliction.
actually, she seems a lot better now that i'm back.
now... now i'm sad i live far from my little brother. i want to cry, i miss him so much.... T__T

Aww, didn't mean to make you sound like that, I just don't trust anyone to take care of my plants, yet alone my cats, LOL.

Glad she is better, she missed you!

I don't like being near my family on holidays. ._.

I always bail on them, but then mum yells.

Loud sounds are baaaaaaad. x.x;

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Originally Posted by SiouxSinner

Aww, didn't mean to make you sound like that, I just don't trust anyone to take care of my plants, yet alone my cats, LOL.

Glad she is better, she missed you!

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she totally did!
awww.
now i can focus on keeping her calm and happy and all that. and teaching her to use the box or go outside ^_^;
my roomie really adores cats and can take care of her better than me :3 i just provide the attention and i'm the shit-cleaner -_-

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Originally Posted by Vexbeast

I don't like being near my family on holidays. ._.

I always bail on them, but then mum yells.

Loud sounds are baaaaaaad. x.x;

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D:
we had to leave early cause my uncle got in a fight with my grandma.
now i'm all sad cause i missed an extra day with my little brother. :(
my grandma was all nice to me though.
i'm gonna tell them i can't come back and stay for long periods of time until they get high-speed internets. *withdrawal* plus then i can chat with my brother online and it will pwn and stuff.
78-year-olds raising an 11-year-old = not good.