So i'm really having this struggle with life right now. Having a kid and all I am really considering relocating, possibly to a different country .
It seems like people are so freaking self involved and I am starting to feel like everyone would have no problem knocking someone off if it benifited them in any way. Im seriously concerned for my safety and Kadens everywhere I go, people drive like idiots, and lastnight I had some lady hit my car (with me in it) 3 times hard with her door and look right at me when she did it.
I've seen people purposely almost hit pedestrians recently because they were in their way. Watching to news is horrible, incest, kids being killed, health care is a joke. I have had some of the worst doctors the last few years. People are more worried about gas prices than anything else.
I do not have a single friend that I have met in the last 10 years, noone wants anything to do with anyone else. I live in a somewhat rural area and I feel like i live in a crime hole...is it like this anywhere?
I'm seriously so lost right now, Im having a hard time with the fact that I cant change this and coping with it, I am having serious anxiety over sending Kaden to a school, be it private or not i've seen 2 well known daycares shut down for sexual and physical abuse in the last 3 weeks just in one city in oregon.
Why is it like this? Does anyone else see this all spiraling or am I crazy...This has been weighing so heavily on me I have considering seeing a psychiatrist....sorry for the rant, but you guys always know whats up..