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    Default It's 4:30 in the Morning. Again.

    ...and you'll never, never, never, never get over your ex.

    I mean never.

    I have a friend who's going through the horrible "never gonna get over them" thing right now. It reminded me of the one or two I thought I'd never get over.

    And yet, here it is 4:30 in the morning, and somehow I'm over her...

    ...I'm not over my insomnia... or the fact that I took a job I HATED this evening just because I like money, and needed it...

    It's 4:30am and there's nothing important to say to you people.

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    With time all wounds will heal..or cheese like that. Seriously though, I know how it is. Thinking about Ex's can be a funny thing that like to just gnaw at the brain so much it's intolerable. It's like an itch you can't scratch, but have to sit there taking it looking at their relationship with someone new.

    But know what? There's a big ass fishing rod over there.

    P.s. congrats on a job, even though it's not what you want to do. But at least it's something, until something better comes along. Same could be said about the ex too I suppose..if your evil like that.

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    Oh aye. I got over that one years ago, just about the time I got the fuck over myself and asked the next ex out

    but thinking about my friend's current situation let me back to thinking about how I felt at the time... I was neeeeeveeeereeeeeeveeeer going to be over her... sob sob boo hoo...

    nope this is mostly about how it was 4:30 in the morning, and now it's 6 and I'm still not asleep.

    why the fuck would I stay up, and read the internets all night long? what kind of fucking sense does that make?

    and fuck the job, it's temp work, and I fucking HATE that project. I can tolerate all sorts of bullshit, but ugh.

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    I'm not over any of mine. Not 100%.

    With each successive breakup, I became more and more insular, bitter and guarded.

    I said my ex would be the last, and she is.

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    I've been using melatonin to get to sleep at odd times. Originally it was just for that first night after heavy mdma use, because melatonin has a very short biological halflife and synthesises only from serotonin, which will be depleted at that time, but it's actually a nice help on any day.


    Anyway, I've never really had to get over an ex, I think. I only ever seem to end relationships by gradually growing apart. No drama, so if I ever feel like thinking of them I can still afford to do it fondly.

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    i couldn't sleep last night either... and i got up far too early.
    i get over most exes eventually... some of them still have that little heartthrob of sadness, but only for a moment until i realise they were assfucks anyway.

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    If you can't get over your ex, then they must be a really nice person. Clearly therefore, the reason they're an ex is because you suck.

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    Quote Originally Posted by Mindgames
    If you can't get over your ex, then they must be a really nice person. Clearly therefore, the reason they're an ex is because you suck.

    That's kind of true. I've had breakups that just destroyed me, but as time went on I realized how much of an asshole, twat, whatever nether-region put-down you want to put here, my ex was. Once you realize that person basically did you a favor, alot of the bullshit is locked up into a suitcase and stored away in your brain....Never to be opened again unless you're looking to be depressed and want to "fantasize" about how lovely they were...Even know they really weren't.

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    My fiance and I just broke up last night. While I think about it, its nothing endearing, and Im loving living by myself without him or his annoying assed dog.

    But then again, I get angry, and when I get angry, I just dont give a shit.

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    Sorry, Jax. That sucks.

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    holy crap, jax. that sucks D:
    at least you can get angry...
    i don't have that capacity, but i'm trying to build it.

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    My problem is I get way too angry. Like vengeful, I dont give a fuck what I do to ruin your life or make life difficult for you. Its my number one priority to make you want to kill yourself if you mess with my life in a relationship way. I give my heart, I love a ton...but that ends the minute you screw me over.

    I need anger management. I hate being like this.

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    Quote Originally Posted by Jax
    My problem is I get way too angry. Like vengeful, I dont give a fuck what I do to ruin your life or make life difficult for you. Its my number one priority to make you want to kill yourself if you mess with my life in a relationship way. I give my heart, I love a ton...but that ends the minute you screw me over.

    I need anger management. I hate being like this.
    That sucks.




    Wanna be my girlfriend?

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    Lol!! Im not dating for a very long time so Im going to get a case full of jumbo hot dogs.

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    Geez, just get one dildo, it'll save freezer space.

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    Sorry to hear about that Jax. It's probably for the best though.
    Just think, living well is the best revenge.

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    well, that'll teach you to let someone get that deep into your head

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    Hot dogs are better. I can have fun and have dinner after;]

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    sorry to hear that... PM if you want to discuss particularly nasty vengeful options...

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    Quote Originally Posted by Jax
    Hot dogs are better. I can have fun and have dinner after;]
    ...not sure i can ever look at a hot dog the same way again... or eat one without thinking...

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    Quote Originally Posted by Jax
    Hot dogs are better. I can have fun and have dinner after;]
    Yeah, but it's gotta suck straight out of the freezer.

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    Quote Originally Posted by Rockwulf
    Yeah, but it's gotta suck straight out of the freezer.
    Some people pay good money for that sort of thing.
    It's an advantage of a glass one, Rock.

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    Quote Originally Posted by Bikerpunk
    Some people pay good money for that sort of thing.
    It's an advantage of a glass one, Rock.
    we do like our glass one... but i have to say the hitachi still wins...

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    Quote Originally Posted by Jax
    Hot dogs are better. I can have fun and have dinner after;]
    Umm....EWWWWWWW! Haha!

    Sorry about your deal, btw...

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    Quote Originally Posted by jonny.illuminati
    sorry to hear that... PM if you want to discuss particularly nasty vengeful options...
    Remind me NEVER, repeat, NEVER to fuck anyone you care about.

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    Quote Originally Posted by Bikerpunk
    Remind me NEVER, repeat, NEVER to fuck anyone you care about.
    nah! bros before... well never mind...

    i'm not mean to my friends (even the folks i chat with online get some consideration as "friends".... hell i plan on hanging out with Raza some on the next trip to the coffee shop in amsterdam and i count you as one of the folks i hope to have drinks with in the near future...)

    now the Director of Photography douche that my wife works with all the time called her last night to bitch at her and actually threatened her (in a fashion of sorts) on a voicemail... he got a 1am call back from me and some friends of mine from a MC in the san berdoo area that are also in the movie industry stopped by the set he was on to chat with him about mitigating threats... he called and apologized...

    you however are free to hang with or fuck any of my friends... they're all big boys and girls and can make their own decisions...

    i'm not really a mean spiteful vengeful person... i'm more of a pacifist...

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    I'm almost always up this late.

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    yes here we are.

    again.










    Sucks about your break up Jax, sorry to hear that. You seem like the type to recover fairly quickly though.

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    Quote Originally Posted by jonny.illuminati
    nah! bros before... well never mind...

    i'm not mean to my friends (even the folks i chat with online get some consideration as "friends".... hell i plan on hanging out with Raza some on the next trip to the coffee shop in amsterdam and i count you as one of the folks i hope to have drinks with in the near future...)
    Let me know in good time when you're planing to come to our side of ocean.
    Amsterdam is just couple hours away from me (3-4?) and I would love to meet you both.

    Now I remembered story about friend of a friend of mine. She went to Amsterdam with some friends, then she hooked up with a guy at some party, kissed and such, he wanted her to come over but friends didn't liked the idea so she wen't with friends at the end. Tomorrow she got some sort of infection on her lips, when she went to a doctor he noticed that it's the disease that is only common for dead bodies. After police was informed they got the guy thanks to her. They found several female bodies at his place severed and in different jars. What a story to say to you children.

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    Quote Originally Posted by jonny.illuminati
    . i'm more of a pacifist...
    more like paci-FIST!



    amirite?

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    Quote Originally Posted by Jax
    My problem is I get way too angry. Like vengeful, I dont give a fuck what I do to ruin your life or make life difficult for you. Its my number one priority to make you want to kill yourself if you mess with my life in a relationship way. I give my heart, I love a ton...but that ends the minute you screw me over.

    I need anger management. I hate being like this.
    :/ Be vengeful and rant. Its ok.

    Hey, would it cheer you up if we utterly hijacked this thread with complete nonsense?

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    Quote Originally Posted by OliX
    Now I remembered story about friend of a friend of mine. She went to Amsterdam with some friends, then she hooked up with a guy at some party, kissed and such, he wanted her to come over but friends didn't liked the idea so she wen't with friends at the end. Tomorrow she got some sort of infection on her lips, when she went to a doctor he noticed that it's the disease that is only common for dead bodies. After police was informed they got the guy thanks to her. They found several female bodies at his place severed and in different jars. What a story to say to you children.
    It was a cool story, right up until where your friend called the cops and ruined the fun.

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    Quote Originally Posted by OliX
    Let me know in good time when you're planing to come to our side of ocean.
    Amsterdam is just couple hours away from me (3-4?) and I would love to meet you both.

    Now I remembered story about friend of a friend of mine. She went to Amsterdam with some friends, then she hooked up with a guy at some party, kissed and such, he wanted her to come over but friends didn't liked the idea so she wen't with friends at the end. Tomorrow she got some sort of infection on her lips, when she went to a doctor he noticed that it's the disease that is only common for dead bodies. After police was informed they got the guy thanks to her. They found several female bodies at his place severed and in different jars. What a story to say to you children.
    How do you get a disease if you're dead?

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    It's actually pretty easy, with your immune system down and all that. The thing is more that being dead stops people complaining a lot of the time.

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    Quote Originally Posted by OliX
    Let me know in good time when you're planing to come to our side of ocean.
    Amsterdam is just couple hours away from me (3-4?) and I would love to meet you both.

    Now I remembered story about friend of a friend of mine. She went to Amsterdam with some friends, then she hooked up with a guy at some party, kissed and such, he wanted her to come over but friends didn't liked the idea so she wen't with friends at the end. Tomorrow she got some sort of infection on her lips, when she went to a doctor he noticed that it's the disease that is only common for dead bodies. After police was informed they got the guy thanks to her. They found several female bodies at his place severed and in different jars. What a story to say to you children.
    o.o
    um.
    that stuff actually happens, huh?
    tell her to sell the movie rights.
    i'd watch it.

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    Quote Originally Posted by Jax
    My problem is I get way too angry. Like vengeful, I dont give a fuck what I do to ruin your life or make life difficult for you. Its my number one priority to make you want to kill yourself if you mess with my life in a relationship way. I give my heart, I love a ton...but that ends the minute you screw me over.

    I need anger management. I hate being like this.
    honestly, i envy that. maybe not to the same extreme, but... i'd rather be able to deal with anger and revenge than turn it inward. i get all emo and hurt myself... i'd rather hate other people and hurt them. since, obviously, they deserve it more.

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    Quote Originally Posted by soma_stardust
    honestly, i envy that. maybe not to the same extreme, but... i'd rather be able to deal with anger and revenge than turn it inward. i get all emo and hurt myself... i'd rather hate other people and hurt them. since, obviously, they deserve it more.
    exactly... better to use the anger for something than to turn it inward...

    i never killed anybody i didn't think deserved it...

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    Quote Originally Posted by jonny.illuminati
    i never killed anybody i didn't think deserved it...
    Did you become convinced of that before or after you killed them, though?

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    Quote Originally Posted by Raza
    Did you become convinced of that before or after you killed them, though?
    i would venture to say mostly before... i can't swear to the fact... one or two might have slipped through the cracks (collateral damage)...

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    Quote Originally Posted by Wickedanima
    Hey, would it cheer you up if we utterly hijacked this thread with complete nonsense?
    How is that even possible, I started it at 4:30 in the morning because the walls were getting all transparent, and clanky, and I was thinking of trying to make myself a hat out of coffee filters...

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