whats something private about you

[malcolm]

something that noone in a million years would ever guess you do or once did.

me: i used to be an online dragqueen for a fetish site.

[killerkat]

Three times ,i've done things so wreckless i knew i would die(all involving cars),and that was kinda the point.....

miraculously i didn't,and escaped escaped with my life,and mostly intact ,all times



umm,i've done other random shit,but everybody i know,knows what i think about suicide,and it's kinda a given that i'd be the last to do something like that.......

[OliX]

you would not like to know... believe me

[malcolm]

I've seen just about anything and everything.......believe me.
go on, dish!

[Evilbink]

If I tell everyone then it wouldn't be private, now would it.

["Chosen"]

something that noone in a million years would ever guess you do or once did.

me: i used to be an online dragqueen for a fetish site.

Damn man I bet you got some very weird and interesting stories in you. Personally you wouldnt find Chosen one some weird site in womens clothes and all. But hey if that is your thing more power to you man.

Lets see something about me that most people dont know........... Well I slept with an ex friend of mines mother every so often for about a year. But I doubt anyone wants to hear about that.

To be honest most people know pretty much all there is to know about me so that is probably the only thing that not too many people knew.

[Kidthorazine]

well lets see i have some stuff but its private and i dont wanna talk about it

[Toe Cutter]

I had sex with my girlfriend in a peep-show booth at the Lusty Lady in S.F. the opening night of it becoming a stripper owned co-op.

[malcolm]

[QUOTE="Chosen"]Damn man I bet you got some very weird and interesting stories in you. Personally you wouldnt find Chosen one some weird site in womens clothes and all. But hey if that is your thing more power to you man.

I don;t do it anymore and theres a lot more to it than just slipping on a dres, there's tucking(wqhich is apinful) corsetting, stuffing, shaving, putting on clown paint....blad caps-bobby pins-wigs...brushing the wigs out (I used funky colors) I have pictures. It's amazing how hot i looked in drag! lol I went to work at the porn shop in drag for halloween and the whole shift nobody would go into the theatres or arcades, they just staye dup at the front end and hit on me.They thought I was a real chick even though i had long purple hair on. lol

[Jax]

I got something private...oh wait, nevermind. Youve all seen it;[

[Evilbink]

I got something private...oh wait, nevermind. Youve all seen it;[

We can never see enough of it. So feel free to "share it" as much as you like.

["Chosen"]

[QUOTE=malcolm]

Damn man I bet you got some very weird and interesting stories in you. Personally you wouldnt find Chosen one some weird site in womens clothes and all. But hey if that is your thing more power to you man.

I don;t do it anymore and theres a lot more to it than just slipping on a dres, there's tucking(wqhich is apinful) corsetting, stuffing, shaving, putting on clown paint....blad caps-bobby pins-wigs...brushing the wigs out (I used funky colors) I have pictures. It's amazing how hot i looked in drag! lol I went to work at the porn shop in drag for halloween and the whole shift nobody would go into the theatres or arcades, they just staye dup at the front end and hit on me.They thought I was a real chick even though i had long purple hair on. lol

It takes a different type of person to be comfortable in drag. And to be honest with you I am not one of those people. But hey for those that have or are currently doing it well more power to them. Now I am just curious was getting on the site something you just said what the heck the extra cash would be nice or is was it just something that you were really in to at the time? I can tell you right now I would make one ugly as female though because I am 6'7 and about 250 so I would be one big ass female.

[Toe Cutter]

I am 6'7 and about 250 so I would be one big ass female.

You would be a wicked stong-man in a Circus Sideshow. So, if you ever thinking about a career change...

[Nudemuse]

Hmm uh. I was a cheerleader, I write gay porn, I got my septum pierced to alleviate a cluster headache. I have the ugliest pinky toes ever.

[HempKnight]

Hmm uh. I was a cheerleader, I write gay porn, I got my septum pierced to alleviate a cluster headache. I have the ugliest pinky toes ever.

Hehehehe... yeah.... I knew all that...
oh wait... but I'm supposed to

Ummm... well... it's not really private any more... I had already shared with the class here ... but it's the most resent private thing that most wouldn't know.

And somewhere in another thread, I shared about the night I spent in Mexico City with two midget female wrestlers and a tranny named Lupe.

Hmmm... really there is soooo much that you'd have to wait for the mini-series or epic movie... waiting to hear back from HBO Productions. It will be more entertaining than watching Lee Greenwood guest starring on Walker, Texas Ranger (Se3Ep20)

[malcolm]

okay,no. the site I did it for was volunteer. It was calenes lot. some british guys erotic site. I wrote the transgendered section to it. And it was alright but I couldnt stay ind rag for long during photo sessions because tucking is very uncomfortable (requires panties in one saize smaller than normal size and Im a decent sized guy so....

[Toe Cutter]

This is the fucking coolest suit I've ever seen in my life! I'm ordering it next time I get paid (I'm really turned-on by 60's mod & psychadelic stuff).

["Chosen"]

okay,no. the site I did it for was volunteer. It was calenes lot. some british guys erotic site. I wrote the transgendered section to it. And it was alright but I couldnt stay ind rag for long during photo sessions because tucking is very uncomfortable (requires panties in one saize smaller than normal size and Im a decent sized guy so....

Of all the people I have come across so far on these boards you are definately the most interesting from what Ive seen so far. You have definately lived a very different life. Seeing as how you were writing a transgendered section does that mean you consider yourself transgendered? If I am coming across as fucking with I just want you to know that I am not if anything I am trying to understand. See if you knew me you would understand why I say trying to understand. I am completely different from the average person on these boards and to be honest when I was younger I wouldve been amongst the people making fun of an a lot of the time beating up a lot of people on these boards. But at this point in my life I find myself trying to understand certain things or certain people instead of tormenting them like I wouldve done in the past. So if I am asking questions that you might find offensive let me know and I will stop because I am just trying to get an understanding of the whole thing.

[Toe Cutter]

I am completely different from the average person on these boards and to be honest when I was younger I wouldve been amongst the people making fun of an a lot of the time beating up a lot of people on these boards.

So you were a fucking prick most of your life?
That does make you completely different from most people on this board.

["Chosen"]

So you were a fucking prick most of your life?
That does make you completely different from most people on this board.

Actually if I were a prick it would make me like a lot of members on this board who jumped on me and took personal shots at both me and my parents. So trust me the people on these boards do not live by some higher set of standards or morals than any other board or group of people despite what you or others might think or claim. Everyone on these boards is just like anyone else and that has been proven. So lets not start shit because I am not fucking with you but if you wish to fuck with me and play the game well so be it. But I am trying to play nice so maybe you should also.

[malcolm]

I did at one point in time but gave up on trying to correct that problem to pursue my artistic abilities. besides, If i had i probably would have ended up a stripper or something.

[Toe Cutter]

Actually if I were a prick it would make me like a lot of members on this board who jumped on me and took personal shots at both me and my parents. So trust me the people on these boards do not live by some higher set of standards or morals than any other board or group of people despite what you or others might think or claim. Everyone on these boards is just like anyone else and that has been proven. So lets not start shit because I am not fucking with you but if you wish to fuck with me and play the game well so be it. But I am trying to play nice so maybe you should also.

I'm not fucking with you either nor have I done so in the past. I was commenting on what you said. Kicking peoples asses and treating people shitty. That qualify as being a prick to me. With that being said, why do you think your so different than everybody else here? I mean, that is a pretty broad generalization of everybody here.

["Chosen"]

I did at one point in time but gave up on trying to correct that problem to pursue my artistic abilities. besides, If i had i probably would have ended up a stripper or something.

Ok now by transgendered it means to display physical characteristics or behavior of the opposite sex. Now from my dealings with people that displayed such behavior they were all gay. Now from the posts I have read of yours I am to believe that your are interested in females. Which brings me to a question that I have wondered about is there actually a large amount of transgendered or guys in drag that are actually straight? I mean guys in drag are often commonly linked to the word gay right off the bat. Now seeing as how to be honest are the only person I have come across that at some point in your life dressed in drag well you are the only person I guess who could answer my questions. I have only had any form of communication with one person that has ever been in to drag and that was before anyone found out he was in to dressing up like a female. He was a guy that went to my school and was open to us all about the fact that he was gay but a couple years after everyone was out of school we ran in to him at the mall and he dressed like a girl and kind of turned the other way and walked off when he realized that we noticed him. So since I have noticed that you are quite find of strippers and lap dances from females and things of that nature and havent really seen you post about being in to guys. I guess you are completely straight and just at some point liked to dress and drag or whatever and was wondering is that common? Because like I said other than that one person from school and a bunch of prostitutes in drag that you can see while driving around DC at night I have never really had any exposure or communicated with someone who is in to or was in to that type of stuff.

["Chosen"]

I'm not fucking with you either nor have I done so in the past. I was commenting on what you said. Kicking peoples asses and treating people shitty. That qualify as being a prick to me. With that being said, why do you think your so different than everybody else here? I mean, that is a pretty broad generalization of everybody here.

No I wasnt a prick its just how things were where I grew up. The goth people mainly stuck to themselves and treated anyone else who wasnt goth like they were different. When I was younger it just seemed like people broke themselves down in to groups and just as much as I fucked with the goth people well mainly the guys they would say their shit about everyone else just as much. Now I did somewhat fit in amongst the females who were in to goth and stuff like that but that was mainly because I used to fuck the hell out of this black goth chick who was hot as hell so I had in with the females. But the guys well they didnt like me or the crowd I hung out with and if you tried to talk to them they would give you the brush. It was like they were trying so hard to be different and thought they were standing out from the norm and were not taking part in the fashionable trends and things of that nature that they in turn actually were really doing what they called themselves being against and that was being part of the cool. See the dressed and acted goth because to them it was cool and they treated others like they were different just because they were goth. So what can I say I was a kid and thats just how things were. So I wouldnt say I was a prick about it. I mean would I do it now? No but I did a lot of things growing up that I wouldnt do now.

As for your question about why do I think that I am different from everybody here well I am not sure that I said everyone. But if I did let me change that to the average member on these boards. Lets put it this way if I were to be in a room with everyone on these boards I would definately be the one of the people who stuck out the most.

["Chosen"]

No I wasnt a prick its just how things were where I grew up. The goth people mainly stuck to themselves and treated anyone else who wasnt goth like they were different. When I was younger it just seemed like people broke themselves down in to groups and just as much as I fucked with the goth people well mainly the guys they would say their shit about everyone else just as much. Now I did somewhat fit in amongst the females who were in to goth and stuff like that but that was mainly because I used to fuck the hell out of this black goth chick who was hot as hell so I had a in with the females. But the guys well they didnt like me or the crowd I hung out with and if you tried to talk to them they would give you the brush. It was like they were trying so hard to be different and thought they were standing out from the norm and were not taking part in the fashionable trends and things of that nature that they in turn actually were really doing what they called themselves being against and that was being part of the cool. See the dressed and acted goth because to them it was cool and they treated others like they were different just because they were goth. So what can I say I was a kid and thats just how things were. So I wouldnt say I was a prick about it. I mean would I do it now? No but I did a lot of things growing up that I wouldnt do now.

As for your question about why do I think that I am different from everybody here well I am not sure that I said everyone. But if I did let me change that to the average member on these boards. Lets put it this way if I were to be in a room with everyone on these boards I would definately be the one of the people who stuck out the most.

[TheDeathKnight]

I know several people who cross-dress for fun, and are totally straight.
They do it because it's fun, or to piss of their parents, or because it turns them on.
But they are all straight...

People just get raised with different parents, and different situations,
and people develop fetishes. Who knows exactly why... It doesn't really matter.

I remember my mom telling me a story of how when I was a kid, I wanted to
put on her jewelry. My dad did not want to let me, because he thought it
would be "gay". But my mom was smart, and told him that if they told me
not to do it, it would make me want to do it even more. So they let me play
around with it, then I got bored, and stopped doing it. And never had a
fetish for it. But I think if he told me not to, it might be a turn-on,
because you are doing something "naughty". I think that is the core
of most fetishes.

[malcolm]

I am straight. if I were a woman I would be a lesbian. My name was dolly auto matic which is the initials dam which is a wall that keeps water from moving downstream which is also known as a dike and a dyke is an unflattering name for a lesbian.........

[devil13]

Dam thats pretty funny Malcolm
and yea Chosen there are performers who do it like, in Vagas that are strait and have families too.

[malcolm]

thanx/ and most dragqueens are straight and not all trasngens are.

[Miracle]

i like when the women i'm with let me "****" them.

[Amelia G]

I know several people who cross-dress for fun, and are totally straight.
They do it because it's fun, or to piss of their parents, or because it turns them on.
But they are all straight...

People just get raised with different parents, and different situations,
and people develop fetishes. Who knows exactly why... It doesn't really matter.

I remember my mom telling me a story of how when I was a kid, I wanted to
put on her jewelry. My dad did not want to let me, because he thought it
would be "gay". But my mom was smart, and told him that if they told me
not to do it, it would make me want to do it even more. So they let me play
around with it, then I got bored, and stopped doing it. And never had a
fetish for it. But I think if he told me not to, it might be a turn-on,
because you are doing something "naughty". I think that is the core
of most fetishes.

That sexy armor is a heck of an accessory, ya gotta admit.

[Jax]

Actually if I were a prick it would make me like a lot of members on this board who jumped on me and took personal shots at both me and my parents. So trust me the people on these boards do not live by some higher set of standards or morals than any other board or group of people despite what you or others might think or claim. Everyone on these boards is just like anyone else and that has been proven. So lets not start shit because I am not fucking with you but if you wish to fuck with me and play the game well so be it. But I am trying to play nice so maybe you should also.

But I thought you were having a good time?! I thought it all made you smile? Now youre a victim. ROFLMAO! You ARE different than all the people on here. None of us start crap on a new board and then play the poor poor me card.

[TheDeathKnight]

That sexy armor is a heck of an accessory, ya gotta admit.

Yeah... I do like to dress up...

Just not in women's clothing.

I'd like to, for fun, but I'd want to look HOT.
And I would not make a very hot girl.

[CPRB]

I dunno I left this place for a while to get some persepctive. I went and studied with monks, got board..debaucherized a scholl for blind def super female supermodels and I come back here and see this. Lemme see alternative culture or whatever ya want to call it and you state yer a dragqueen..whihc is not really uhm that uhm crazy and second of all you must be jesting be pure speculation because you know it's going to turn into a pissing contest...or what ever..anyone here going to be real? I pick my nose and eat it, supposedly it's good for you. I haven't drank my urine( even though it smells like coffee and I could sure use a jolt right now) yet, or eaten my fecal matter but I am working up to it.

[malcolm]

Yeah... I do like to dress up...

Just not in women's clothing.

I'd like to, for fun, but I'd want to look HOT.
And I would not make a very hot girl.

that's why there's this little thing called mac. lol Look at the pic of me as my avy. I look like a bloody bouncer in it and yet...when I was in costume....I was dead hot...for a big girl (Size 18 to size 14)
I still have some old pics on the comp too....none of the costumes though just a pink and a purple wig.

["Chosen"]

But I thought you were having a good time?! I thought it all made you smile? Now youre a victim. ROFLMAO! You ARE different than all the people on here. None of us start crap on a new board and then play the poor poor me card.

Jax I was asked to play nicely which I am doing. I havent said shit to anyone to even remotely start anything since AmeliaG said something in one of the posts so I let it go. But now you are following me around quoting my posts that was in a discussion with another member and then you fuck with me. Personally I thought I was done with your pathetic, tired, weak ass comments. You need to step your game up a little bit before you get feelings hurt little girl. So you might want to do as AmeliaG said because I am only going to be nice for so long and take so much of your stupid shit before I take off the kiddy gloves and the fun really starts.

And for AmeliaG well I am playing nice like you said but this shit right here is what started it in the first place. And right now you would have to admit she would be in the wrong. I will liken it to a dog. If a dog jumps the fence goes over to a neighbors house and bites them well then I feel bad for the person but now if the dumb ass comes over to the dogs yard and keeps poking it with a stick well when the person gets ripped a part they got what he or she deserved. Well when the fun really begins you all dont blame me because Im not the dumb bitch that goes around poking dogs with sticks.

[sunkarma]

I see dead people.

[Amelia G]

Yeah... I do like to dress up...

Just not in women's clothing.

I'd like to, for fun, but I'd want to look HOT.
And I would not make a very hot girl.

You are doing just fine in the boi hotness dept

[Amelia G]

Jax I was asked to play nicely which I am doing. I havent said shit to anyone to even remotely start anything since AmeliaG said something in one of the posts so I let it go. But now you are following me around quoting my posts that was in a discussion with another member and then you fuck with me. Personally I thought I was done with your pathetic, tired, weak ass comments. You need to step your game up a little bit before you get feelings hurt little girl. So you might want to do as AmeliaG said because I am only going to be nice for so long and take so much of your stupid shit before I take off the kiddy gloves and the fun really starts.

And for AmeliaG well I am playing nice like you said but this shit right here is what started it in the first place. And right now you would have to admit she would be in the wrong. I will liken it to a dog. If a dog jumps the fence goes over to a neighbors house and bites them well then I feel bad for the person but now if the dumb ass comes over to the dogs yard and keeps poking it with a stick well when the person gets ripped a part they got what he or she deserved. Well when the fun really begins you all dont blame me because Im not the dumb bitch that goes around poking dogs with sticks.

This community is for human interaction, intelligent exchange of varied perspectives and opinions, and entertainment. People are going to post casually and should not feel like every word is on trial. Everyone occasionally says something which perhaps they could have expressed better or not at all. I'm not cool with having a minor scuffle blown up gigantic.

Chosen, please just drop it. I try to steer these boards in a positive direction, but I would rather be a ship captain than a police chief. We are not going to turn this into the World Court and break down every little interaction word by word to decide who is right and who is righter and who is rightest.

Jax is having a rough week. Please cut her some slack.

This goes for everyone: no name-calling.

["Chosen"]

But I thought you were having a good time?! I thought it all made you smile? Now youre a victim. ROFLMAO! You ARE different than all the people on here. None of us start crap on a new board and then play the poor poor me card.

Oh and just for future refrence I never said I was a victim of anything. All I said is that anything I did others were just as equally wrong as me and that it was a 2 way street and it wasnt just me. But maybe for whatever reason you are not able to comprehend what I was saying so there I just broke it down for you. Not once did I say I was a victim of any sort. So you might want to just calm down because you obviously are playing out of your league. So lets all just play nice