to my interweb friends.....

[killerkat]

[killerkat]

sorry hit the botton too soon,give me a second or too....

[killerkat]

soo yea,this is really not my way of doinf things ,but i would really appretiate some "comfort",even if it IS not based on any thing or even backed......


i've been realy heading 'up' in my life recently,i likin it to a very fast car,it my be able to go fast as fuck,but if it hits a rock it will crumple like a tin can.....


well i hit that rock,three times in the same day......

the ego-loss side of me id saying "open hands,Dustin,open hands,life goes on"

the other side of me is saying,...well lets just not go into how hurt i am at the moment.......



i feel like an idiot asking for "comfort" on the internet,but i've said it before,i'll say it again,i just can't take being the "longwolf" anymore...



life,

K.K...................

[ForrestBlack]

Sorry to hear you are having a hard time KillerKat. I'm pleased to hear things are moving up, but yeah, that can certainly feel somewhat unstable and scary. Hopefully the dust will settle and you'll be in a better place, even if the road is hard.

[karyn]

you seem really cool. i hate most people but there are exceptions and i bet you will meet someone in the new place you are going.

[killerkat]

thanks guys,very much.....i'm so hurt right now that i'm shaking....



it's really a battle between the egoless self and the still present ego left...

[the_darkness_calls]

it's really a battle between the egoless self and the still present ego left...

that's rough.... i dunno what to say that'll be very comforting except that it will get better eventually, as cheesy as that sounds. that, and here's hoping that things keep heading up for you.

[Morning Glory]

no one can make your life hell like yourself, eh? well hope things shape up ahead for you buddy. it's tuff to see so many people on here going through hard times lately.

[Nudemuse]

I hope you feel better soon. I know how it is.

[killerkat]

thanks you guys,it does meen quite a bit to me.....




on another note: THE PLOT thickens....

so it got even worse about 45mins ago,haha....

god-fucking-damn,i love my life!!,i'm not even suprised anymore....

[Baby_Switchblade]

*hugs* aw killerkat, I hope things get better real soon.

[Evilbink]

Well KK..you know what I always say.."DONT LET'EM GRIND YA DOWN".
Just letting ya know I'm in your corner.

[Vitorro]

Like the song says " I get by with a little help from My friends" and I hope you consider Us as friends

[KilLAtomiK]

god damn sounds like your having a horrid time but i guess its one of those challenges one must pull through and overcome. part of this crazy thing we call life i guess. Hope things get better soon

[scabre]

all i can do is offer you a hug and someone to listen xx

[ladybug]

damn I'm sorry your life sucks so bad......hang on.....as crappy as life seems at the moment you'll survive....if ya need to talk u can have my yahoo

[Pull~My~Hair]

): Im sorry sweetie...think of it like this...Im sure that you've had times in your life when you felt like the whole world was over...I know I have , when your chest sinks into your stomach and you feel like you want to throw up but you don't really feel like seeing your heart floating in the toilet. Well...we've all experienced it but we are still here...things change, they contort and shift and it's painful as hell... but it only hurts until it stops changing..and it will stop hun..I promise..if you need anything im always around...
chanelle@gmail.com
gooberhoopty- aim

[killerkat]

aww,thanks Miss.Pull....you never fail to bring a little interweb joy to my face,haha....



thanks all you guys,my new new(2nd) job is keeping mymind occupied just enough.....


i think i'm starting to build that metaphorical "car that hit the rocks"...but it's motor will be running real rough for a while.....

[Jax]

*big hug* and a nice wet, sloppy, one of a kind *kiss*.

Things always do get better, no matter how hopeless a situation seems.

[Umbilical Lotus]

In ten years, all it's going to be is atmosphere and nostalgia.

Not much comfort now, however.

You'll pull through. I have no reason to be non-confident in that :p.

*happy internet stranger vibes*

[Mr Karl]

relax , your going to BC, that place can do wonders , on all levels of existance

[DARKGYM]

Even though I'm standing behind you, waiting for you to make that choice so I can collect my bounty. I wish it not upon you, as tough and hurtfull as it is now, things will get better. I've been burnt severely before and I'm still standing tall. I do though understand that it can be a very trying time, so i let you know that you're not alone when it comes to this. All you have to do is ask.