So today I am feeling insecure.
A few months into the dating adventure n which I am currently involved my lover made out with some other (lame) chick. Now, at the time the talks of "rules" had only jsut begu, so technically he was allowe, but for some reason he made no mention of this event until about 3 months after it happened. So then, being a chick I over analyzed the whole thing and ealized he had been very deceptive about the whole thing, and am still irked by it. Is irked a real word??
So tonight, on my much valued Friday, I have to go to her (stupid) birthday party. I really really don't wanna go.. I have only one before met her, about a week after they "made out", when she did my make-up for a photo shoot he and I were doing (can I say tacky??)
So am I being overly sensative to hold a grudge about it and feel insecure?
I feel like if he'd told me I'd have goten over it by now but he didn't, which makes me feel like maybe more than making out happened....
I feel like when we leave the party someone's gonna say "now that's a good looking man" and she'll be all "yeah, I totally made out with him behind his chicks back".
I feel embarassed to be the girlfriend, cause they had this secret make-out session, and I don't like that she shared a secret with him.
Please, put my mibnd at ease. Am I being nuts-o???
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