Are you addicted to Oxycontin?

[soma_stardust]

i have never taken this.
i didn't get addicted to xanax, though, which is amazing since i took it all the damn time.
oddly enough, i don't think i have an addictive personality. and i've never done uber hard drugs... i mean it took years for me to be addicted to cigarettes and i still don't smoke more than 1/2 a pack a day. and despite the alchoholism that runs in my family, i'm not a big drinker.
/pointlessness

~soma~

[Vix]

thistle,
If you ever want to swap drug stories let me know, i been there done that and know someone for every occasion

[mystoo]

haha vix...i'm in some of these stories yes? this just in: druggies with no money take mass amounts of ephedrine ...wtf

[Vix]

Rofl Mystoo... I was being a concerned listener...
ie if he has connections let me know and vice versa... :p

[Thistle Harlequin]

thistle,
If you ever want to swap drug stories let me know, i been there done that and know someone for every occasion

i will totally keep this in mind, thanks..Sharing stories is always a time consumer

[OliX]

And a mean reminder. -.-

[lovesluka]

i will totally keep this in mind, thanks..Sharing stories is always a time consumer

I have been clean from meth for 3 years the end of this month. It is a strugle everyday of my life, but my life is so much better because of it! I know that everyone situtation is different, but if you ever need someone to spill to please know that I will be more than happy to listen and help where I can!!!!!!!

[karyn]

how is it going?

[Thistle Harlequin]

I have been clean from meth for 3 years the end of this month. It is a strugle everyday of my life, but my life is so much better because of it! I know that everyone situtation is different, but if you ever need someone to spill to please know that I will be more than happy to listen and help where I can!!!!!!!

so do you have daily cravings or just once ina blue moon? The hardest part about cravings for me is when i have DREAMS about getting high...got i hate that, i hate waking up to those kinds of dreams.

[Thistle Harlequin]

how is it going?

it's okay..ill post again in here once i'm doing much better..

[aXa]

yeah, id have to agree that those kind of dreams are the hardest to deal with. i still get them. its one thing to consciously say to yourself, "i've quit" and be able to hold true to that mindset, when awake. but, i find it is totally different when im asleep. often i wake from those dreams wanting to use - and it takes some time to regain control of my urges. part of my brain that is still sleepy needs a moment to tell itself that i wasnt actually using again. that this wasnt a 'slip up' or relapse; merely a fantasy. suppressing those desires and wants during my waking hours causes them to leak out and get the better of me when i sleep.

like a i already said, i still get them. but they are different now. i now have more of an "i already quit" or "i can no longer do that(get high)" mindset in my dreams. or the dream is about me having to deal with the consequences of using.