Originally Posted by
Raza
I think so. In my own amateur psychological terms, for someone to gradually reach a state so unaffected by pretty much unanimously accepted public morality, it'd really need to fortify itself as part of his identity, his self image - and aspects of your identity that aren't expressed and receive some feedback on a social level don't generally thrive to any noteworthy extremes. Maybe the guy could have had violent urges or a bully-like tendency to assert himself forcefully over others - even kids - but that'd be one of those things people can just introvertedly fester over endlessly, believing that it's already the extreme of something socially unaccepted that therefore needs to be kept from view, while in fact its fairly common and won't grow into its real inhuman potential without some source of external validation (such as parenthood, lol).
Sheer selfish urges conflicting with such standards can overcome them for a moment, but without some very autoconvincing rationalization won't last. Most socially excluded pedosexuals still loathe themselves. Even in our own culture with a stigma as relatively compromised as that against drugs, you often see it 'catching up' with people previously apparently convinced that it was OK and desirable to do them, but where a comfortable existence going against the largest public consensus is apparently not sustainable indefinitely without constant social filtering to control feedback.
This guy would have zero means to such filtering, zero means even to the less demanding kinds of validation that more confident and socially disaffected people like myself can get out of barely positive or rationalizable negative feedback, not without being detectable.
So yes, I think his mental state must have been a very temporary thing. But that too is odd, since the scenario very much seems intelligently (if not very creatively) designed.
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