Why did I click on The Erotic BMP site????DOH

[CPRB]

Why did I click on that site? ughhh there are just days when I serioulsy love to hurt my fragile self. Anyhow there were alot of cool looking and pretty girls....I did't read any of the journals or anything but I wonder what they would be like in person? *sigh* I remember way back poor brightstar got jumped on by us for his tanlge cofused ways of saying hewas lonely and wished he had a girlfriend..or something along those lines. BrigtStar your not the only one dude. Seeing those girls made me feel even more alone and even at greater odds with the world. Life is not easy nore is it pleasent, but even staying busy and planning to start my own buisness and working out can not sometimes hide the fact that sometimes solitude can suck. I dunno why people think being single is great, at times it can suck especially when you are alone and disenfrachised with the world around you and yes it never stops even in your 20's it can still happen and I'm sure there are those out there who could say even in thier 30's too. All I know is you just gotta keep chugging along and things will get better. I guess I just miss my friends who are far away and my dad who just died okay well it was a year ago but.....It can be hard at times to tell yourself you're a good person and that you have lots to offer when no one else seem to see it but you and you can often ask yourself do I really have things figured out? onl you yourself can answer that buy not giving up and believing in you. but then at other times being single is the best because you see all the stupid bullshit and cliques and people who just collapse to others levels and there you are doing it your way and being real. Nohting beats that feeling a feling of invincibilty but it is at times such a thin vail....anyhow life is not alwasy perfect and it doens't alwasy seem fair but on other days it can seem amazing and everlasting...it's what you make of it...anyhow....sorry for the ramble....best be back to working on this buisness plan.

[ForrestBlack]

Well, you have friends here.

[BrightStar]

Thanks. I know what you mean. Its both good and sad when I go to stuff like that, since I love how they look and all that, but sad because I know they wouldnt have an interest in Me.

[LrdSatanas]

5 simple rules to life...
1.Trust noone.
2. the only way is up.(no i don;t mean heaven. Life is taking nothing and making something)
3. life is never ever ever fair.
4. you are as stonrg as you think you are emotions are just chemicals in your brain.
5. Trust NOONE!!!

[CPRB]

I don't trust anyone....except myself....whihc can be entertaining,but thankyou for writting I feel dumb kinda for writting it....but I guess bing and old bolt thrower I just wrote how I felt at the time....

[BrightStar]

Those look alot like my dream Girls though.

[CPRB]

I don't dream about anyhting except staying alive

[BrightStar]

I don't dream about anyhting except staying alive

It is an expression , saying, or phrase.

[Thurbane316]

Can I ask a really, really stupid question? What is the Erotic BMP site?

I only know two BMPs - the extension at the end of bitmap graphics files; or a type of Soviet armoured personnel carrier.

Help out the new guy?

- Thurbane

[BrightStar]

the link on the BlueBlood banners on top of the screen.

The Ladies there are amazing!

[OliX]

Can I ask a really, really stupid question? What is the Erotic BMP site?

I only know two BMPs - the extension at the end of bitmap graphics files; or a type of Soviet armoured personnel carrier.

Help out the new guy?

- Thurbane

BPM - beats per minute

now you know third one

[Thurbane316]

*LOL* Thanks guys.

[CPRB]

yeah...now beats per minute has tow meanings....bwahahahahha oh my.....

[Morning Glory]

everyone is alone. there are some people who are lonely in pairs. don't despare that fools do not understand you, the solitary man is often the lonliest, but he can reflect upon himself and be a creator. He who is at home in a crowd is must likely to be just another follower not a leader.

[skully]

He who is at home in a crowd is must likely to be just another follower not a leader.

ok i really like that line is it yours? if not do you remember where you got it from?

[Hypnotic Vampire]

Yeah, that line is deep....

[Morning Glory]

naw, I just made that up. if I got it from someone else, it was subconsciously.