I Dont Know How Im Suposed To Feel Right Now... The Strong Woman That I Have Always Been Is Suddenly Breaking Down And Feeling So Much Pain Inside... This Is A Horrible Feeling And Not Only Do I Mourn Him But I Mourn For Anyone Who Has Ever Felt Such A Loss As This.... I Feel Sad, Angry, Relieved, And Empty All At The Same Time... I Done Know How To Get Through This Or Even Where To Start.... He Is Being Cremated On Sunday And I Will Always Carry A Piece Of My Daddy Close To Me At All Times.... I Beg Anyone And Everyone Out There Who Is Sick And Refusues To Go To The Doctor To Gooo. He Refused To Go Until It Was To Late And The Cancer Was To Far Gone That Htere Was Nothing They Could Do For Him, So All We Could Do Was Watch Him Live In Pain And Finally Let Go Today!!!!! I Will Always Remember The Smile On His Face And Not The Tear That Was Streaming Down His Face As He Left.....
Bloodykisses,
Nina
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