well, son of a bitch, i saw my x-feincee today,fist time we've talked or seen each other in about 8 months(we haven't been together for about a year,i think).....that went kinda weird,a few kisses,hugs(all from her),some talking ,had to leave.....
THEN. i went to see the girl i've been with for a while(since a few months after the feincee,) and we,for very similar reasons as the X, aren't going to be able to see each other for a while(while=probally ever,or like the x,once every few months)........
so i think i can say ,for sure,i'm about as torn apart as i've ever been....sad,wierd,something,fuck i don't know.......
SO dammit ,this is the first time i've justified getting ripped as hell,becuse of such things,I'm gonna "drink until i can't feel feeling anymore,haha"(to quote F.G).........
who's with me .......
by the way, i just had to get that out,and i don't feel like talking......
what a weird fucking day,
K.K.........
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