ok. so there's two happenings tomorrow night which i'm "supposed to" attend to...
1. there's this 'vamp ball' (sounds cheasy, i know...) thing which i'd normally choose, get drunk and have fun;
AND
2. some hc/metal night at a hole in a wall club, with a minor glitch....
the second option includes turning the night into a drama, by seeing a 'person' whom i don't speak to anymore, but have some explanations to give to, and try to win back, or at least head in the right direction-
if all goes well - we'll be back and talking. but if not, knowing how i normally react, i'll just become depressed and stop going out for some time, since alcohol in such a mood is a bad idea. which on the other hand CAN bee a good solution, since staying in this 'limbo-state' isn't that pleasant either!
now, we've only stopped talking two days ago, and decided not to hear from each other in the future. since i can't think straight in the situation, i'm asking you: is it too late? too early? or just very wrong to try anything at all...
thanx for lending me your ears!
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