This year sucks

[Bondage Clown]

On Monday i ound out that one of my freinds died back in Sept.. and then yesterday morning I found out that my grandfather had died...

I hope you all have a good thanksgiving.. I am going to get drunk...


Love you all BC

[Buster Friendly]

leave a shot or two out for the departed, apparently they like the fumes...

...sorry to hear it dude.

have a better one.

[Bondage Clown]

Thanks Bro...

[VoldtaEngler]

sorry man. im still trying to get ahold of my mum..havent spoken to hear since august. and i dont have her # anymore. i hope shes ok. :\

[Geist42]

It only hurts till the pain goes away. Soon numbness will set in as it always does. Carry on Brother.

[Baby_Switchblade]

*hugs* I'm really sorry to hear that. Hope you're ok soon.

[VoldtaEngler]

For you BC.. song is by Brudershacft

I don't believe in the existence of mercy's guiding hand...
Not with all that I have witnessed, I cannot understand.
Forever burdened with the knowledge that I could have been so much more
When the truth is hard to suffer, I knew this all before.

There is no comfort in faith, the heavens still will fall.
A thousand towers rise before me and I cannot climb them all.
There is no kind of joy in this, there is no time that it can heal,
When emptiness enshadows bliss, there is nothing left to feel.

I have not abandoned hope, though I know there's nothing more.
Tired and alone, you forget what you hoped for.

I will walk this ground forever
and stand guard against your name.
I will give all I can offer,
I will shoulder all the blame.
I am sentry to you now,
all your hopes and all your dreams.
I will hold you to the light,
that?s what forever means.

I was never what you wanted, I could never never please.
I swallowed all our sorrow in the midst of my disease.
All my fortunes, all my gains, all the battles I have won...
Now collapsing like the rain, I stand alone, your only son...

Take some solace in these words, take notice of this place.
Hollow whispers that they are, like the wind upon my face.
Sing softly in my ear and look at me with wonder.
I will try to ease your fear as the darkness pulls you under.

I will walk this ground forever
and stand guard against your name.
I will give all I can offer,
I will shoulder all the blame.
I am sentry to you now,
all your hopes and all your dreams.
I will hold you to the light,
that?s what forever means.

[Geist42]

That song kicks ass