So I've always had anxiety issues and really bad panic attacks...I feel like im dreaming and my heart races and yeah..
But so yesterday..okay it's kinda long...
I wen't to work at 4pm stopped and got gas..and completely lost 5 hours of my life
I started to stress about a bill and stopped and got gas, and the next thing I know it's 9:30 and im pulling into my driveway, in my uniform (which I wasn't when I left) and my family is outside my house waiting for me.I had "CALL HOME CALL BRYAN" and a phone number written on my hand. I was completely hysterical and couldn't remember anything from that day or the day before...I took two valium and slept for three hours and have felt weird and sore and cold all day.
I've pieced together (mostly from people at work) that I arrived at work at 5:30 was upset a little, then went outside for air and then I just kept walking in and out saying how much I was freaking out...then i guess I clocked out and headed home..one of my waitresses walked me out to my car and wrote on my hand. I found an ATM slip from 7:30...I clocked out at 6:44 and I got home around 9:30...that means it took me almost 3 hours to get home, I live 45 minutes away... My radio was off when I got into my car this morning so whatever I did I did in silence. I have a TON of outgoing calls on my call log. It's the weirdest feeling..like soap opera amnesia or something. But scary, I mean, i have a 3 year old, I cant go insane.
Does anyone here have panic attacks? Ever have memory loss?
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