im over thinking
here it goes.
i have this friend known him for years. i adore him. hes maybe one of the best guys ive even met. Since we met ages ago wev'e always flirted just for fun but as the years went on..yeah im a dork and i fell for him. we live a fair bit apart so i just talked my self out of it (REALLY hard to do that by the way).. I didn't wanna lose his friendship because hes one of my best friends and i'd rather be friends for years than lovers for 6 months...(thats if he wouldnt reject me heh)asides he always said he didnt want a gf
now...he has this chick and i can't stand her one she just snubbs me and two i just get a total arrogant fake vibe of her one of those "i dont care what ppl say" when really they do. and 3 now someone else has him i think i its brought back up my feelings for him again.
I try to be nice about her with him but i keep these sly digs keep coming out.i cant help it but if she makes him happy thats fine i just want him to be happy but god to see her hit by a truck would make me smile.
at first i though its just me being jelous but other friends ive spoke to about it dont think shes good enough for him either...they seem to be getting closer and more serious...bahh i dunno what to do :s
sorry for my spelling and my babbling
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