It only took about 2 hours today, and I was awake for the whole thing, I watched him cut me open in a few places, and liposuction all around my scar. Then he cut my small scar off the side of my ribcage, and sewed it back together. He didnt want to do too much to the scar in the middle of my stomach while I was awake, but since I was pretty excited about watching it, and feeling no pain, he went ahead and did almost a full scar revision on my tummy. He cut a 4" long piece of skin that was about 1" wide, and 1/2" deep all the way around the top part of my scar. The scar tissue was very deep, and he had to really tear into it to get it removed. Little pieces of fat and tissue were flying all over the place, it was so neat. The top part of my scar that was super attached made this horrible sound and flung bits of goo when he finally got it off. He sewed it back together, and now I have bandages all over, and am wearing a binder.
I didnt really want to take away my whole scar, I just wanted to unattach the scar tissue that was attached to my rib cage and stomach wall. It made the scar dent in wierd places, and as I am getting older and my body is changing, it was becoming very unattractive. But, he couldnt take away the adhesions without cutting away the entire scar. So now I will have a new scar. I hope it doesnt look more fucked up then it did before. I have had this scar my whole life, and it is as much a part of me as my face, voice, and personality. I hope I dont end up being sad that I changed it.
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