Originally Posted by
Davyd Smertin
Here I will tell you my story, how I overcame depression and suicidal thoughts and joined struggle for bright future.
When I joined Party which was then known as Union for Restoration of Soviet Union, I was very depressed individual. My studies went bad after my grandfather died in early 128 Stalin Era, and I started to behave in self-destructive way. I used razor blade to cut in my arms, and started to dress as emo.
Since I was 12 or 13, I have also had problem with involuntary erection, which caused me shame on my gymnastic classes, as my friends started to believe I was homosexualist. So I dropped from gymnastics and started to stroll around city instead.
I was assigned to psychologist who prescribed me anti-depressive pill known as "zoloft", which required bigger and bigger doses to work, while I felt more and more unmotivated to do anything at all. Moreover, zoloft gave me problem with sleeping and with stomach digestion, as well as skin issues.
I met Glorious Leader BOGOVICH during time when I had serious thoughts of killing myself and also started to doubt if I truly was heterosexual or not. He started to chat with me on community for young people, and then we met in park next morning.
I was amazed over His knowledge, His skills of persuasion, His dedication to fight for all people who are mistreated by Capitalist monster. BOGOVICH demanded me to stop taking Zoloft, as it represented cloud on mental judgement.
He also thought me that society wanted to prolong my suffering and fill my body with poison in order to win yet another adherent, and that it had fooled me into submission. And He was right, because I had thought many thoughts and felt many things which I did neither want to think or feel.
So I stopped being Emo and became Man.
Usually, me and BOGOVICH took promenades through City, where he talked to me about Communism and world after Revolution. I have always believed in justice and empathy with all things alive, and eventually I joined Party ranks.
I started to practice Jiu-jitsu, meditation and hard training, ended my Zoloft cure and my self-destructive behavior, and as I developed and progressed, my involuntary erections stopped and I now have mental control over what earlier caused me so much shame.
That is my story.
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